Kill the things you don’t like about yourself. That doesn’t mean you have to stop living though. Start over and reborn… I can honestly say it takes hard work and dedication to get from point A to point B. At first it will be extremely hard. I can recall doing it like nothing because i was going through a broken heart. the burn of working out couldn’t compare to the pain i was going through emotionally. I vow to not let myself go and when i was happy again.. The old ways crawled back. I’m disappointed in myself because now i’m back on square one. It’s not as bad as the very beginning but it’s still bad. At least now i’m doing it for all the right reasons. The time will pass anyway even though it may take weeks, months, or years… Don’t just waste that time.
There are phases that comes in go in my life. Sometimes i question myself on so many things that it drives me insane. It’s to the point of convincing myself it’s all wrong. I may swerve, go up and down and tumble… but you’ll never see me fall. I may be lost at times but don’t try to take that as an advantage to steer me somewhere else. I hate it when people try to convince me to do something else… when were you in charge of what’s better for me? I believe people are afraid to see me happy. It’s always a competition with everyone. You haven’t seen the best of me yet.